lifes been sucking lately, honestly I lost the girl I loved with all my heart she was amazing everything I ever wanted she was ahh perfect, then seeing my bestfriend this low having his own problems just sucks balls. I’ve haven’t even worried about school and failing bad, im trying to pay off tickets, its just like no matter how bad i try to be good i end up fucking up. man i just wish life was easier, a heart break can really fuck a person up.. i learned my lesson. but i still love you.